Life is a Journey!

Facebook! Great resource for keeping up with family and friends from all over yet so time consuming. I have been feeling God leading me to take a Facebook break or timeout but today he clearly spoke to me that it was time.  It's time for me to concentrate on him and not what all my friend may or may not be doing.  I will probably begin posting here more frequently not as a way of staying in the know but a way of journaling.  I love to journal and now that life seems to falling back in his plan I feel that I can.

Unconditional Love! I know it has been a very long time since I put anything on here but I was tired of how depressing it was and just began journaling instead and then I didn't want to put anything on here that I couldn't live up to. You know the whole try and fall on your face thing is easier to take if no one knows! Since I last posted I completely turned into someone that no one knew, not even myself.  I have never been in such a scary place in my life.  I turned my back on God and for a season I really became very lost and never thought I would find myself(I never did).  By July last year my marriage was all but over. It was as dead as I felt.  I no longer felt lovable and had completely shut everyone out of my life including my husband, parents, sister and my kids. As mentioned in my previous post I had been trying all kinds of different medications to help me cope but I honestly think sometimes they only made things worse. Enough of the bad! In August Donnie and I de